Scribblious

Life sometimes gets so messed up that it gets hard for once to recognise oneself in those situations. So it did for me. I know I am using 'did' to refer it as it happened in the past, whereas actually, it bothers me in the present as well. I know it becomes difficult to find inner peace and the person no longer knows what or how he actually was, even though he lives in the past but that's the past that became the very reason for him to become weird at the first place. I don't know how, but somehow out of the blue, in the middle of all that mess and hatred, the "LOST" little guy managed to come up and made me do the right thing. It was a text. I know sometimes things need to be done in person, as in for real rather than being a virtual presence, but I didn't know what would happen if I actually see her. So I texted. "I know I have been weird to you lately, but I should not be this way. I know it has been hard for you too. But it has been uncontain...

<LATE PUBLISH. Original date of writing: February 5, 2017> Sitting in front of the only girl I have ever loved, looking back on those days, all in my head and feeling depressed and angry. She didn't even say a word and I imagined that she said "sorry". Here is what comes next from my mouth, almost as instantly as my mind was making things up... I am not mad at you, I am mad at what you did. Umh..actually....I am mad at you. And not just because of you, its because I m mad at myself too. And by that I am not giving you the green card to move out of the scene; you see it all started because of you and what you did is the primary reason for me being like this. I am mad at not just you and me but at anyone who stupidly enough talks to their "SOUL MATES" < as if that actually means something > in a manner which is nothing but a very over-dramatic display of love, which is no more there & has been all worn off b/w them, just to ke...

When a system is hit by a KERNEL PANIC there's nothing much that can be done. An internal fatal error is hard to recover from. INTERNAL FATAL ERROR sounds pretty bad doesn't it I have had an INTERNAL FATAL ERROR due to a SHELLSHOCK and experienced my system getting into endless idle loop as the kernel panic hit me but that't it it needs to end time to take back the control time to REBOOT the system I WILL NOT BE OWNED not anymore

I see the winter moon and the starry night. I see a woman, smiling at her child's innocent questions. I see lovers on a long yet finite path, embracing the young love in the winter breeze. I see light from a lamp at the corner of the street, a man holding a photo of her lost wife under it. I see a shopkeeper, waiting for customers in the shivering eve. I see a labour family, parents feeding the new ones. I see my barren arms, once warm with love. I see it all, and yet I see nothing.

People. Human beings. We are social animals. And by that, I don't wish to take the discussion to idealistic direction like our well-known orator Simon Sinek, but rather a different place. Being in a social environment gives us the opportunity to interact with many people. Some of them being different and astonishing. And communicating with other social beings may sometimes inspire us in various ways (well at least those who seek inspiration or are able to see the same in anything). It was until recently that I met someone and realized the above. I was visiting my friend one day at his college. I was happy to see him after 4 years. We chatted and then planned to roam around the city a little. It was then when we stumbled upon this short roadside event. It was a group of people/students who were performing a play. It's called Nukkad-Natak locally. I and my friend were just enjoying the funny play. But there he was, the third guy, a friend of my friend, who ...

People follow what they are told from the beginning. Blindly. With all the faith. And consider it the universal truth. A truly waste of faith, when they can put the same faith in themselves and become better at something. Human mind has the capability to question things and to have things reasoned out. Its that question which has led to creation of Buddhism. Its not that I am praising any religion or certain community as what I write can not be fortified by any religion. Its just that I admire the true potential of mind used for it. Also I don't portray the idea of loosing one's belief in something. Just questioning it. Redirecting if necessary. Quoting Mr.William Walker Atkinson from his book, " Faith Power or Your Inspirational Forces " Faith, if directed toward evil and feared things, operates with as much force as if directed toward good and desired things. Question things. Their existence. What it contains. Whether or not it des...

Hither onward, shalt start a journey, to view life from a divergent perspective Let this be the voice of the mind, that 't states what 't doth feel.  Free flow of thoughts and what power it may possess to change minds shall be held in here. Anything too precious and yet much unmeaning. Anything Scribblious .